“I have learned now that while those who speak about one’s miseries usually hurt, those who keep silence hurt more.”

“Anger is a wound gone mad.”

I can say today that its been sad.... yes I am still hurt... and i just want it to go away... I don't think im wrong... look  inside yourself and you will know why im  hurt and mad .. I think  you all know its just the fact of not accepting it to yourself... I invite you to hate me today, it is you  today and tomorrow it will be someone else, its just the way it goes....  it would be bull shit if i say i wish you all well cause its not the fact i wish you nothing at all... not good not bad just nothing.. as silence is as nothing... if there is such thing as odorless of nothingness that is all.. i wish, silence in my mind  heart and soul....... i wish that you just go away from my mind... no mention of any of your names just gone with the wind.... no hurt no pain no nothing... lets learn how to live with out each other.. so far we have done a very poor job in accomplishing it...

Thanks

so yeah  i love my major..  right now  life couldn't be more perfecto and stressful  but the best part of my life right now is that i love the stress of my life cause its all about TV production, writing for the media, mass media, pr campaigns and its so much damn work  but i'm passionate about it!!!!!  today im a bit tired to  talk about the most funniest shit that has happened to me.. but if i knew that this is what i wanted to  i would have started a long time ago.. but im glad i found it ... THANK you LIFE  AND MY  BIG FOREHEAD FOR THE decisions i've made up till now  with some slight  curves! i got to what i love.... ohh  and steph thanks for helping me through the process and emely correcting my non broadcast writing skills or may i say that any skills.. creativity is what saves me not the grammar.. NOR THE ACTIVE SENTENCES  hahaha 

Ps. May I say that  WTF  does  Lady gaga   have on  her head ok first dress with the  mask ok got it..second the red thing  ok  original  BUT THE  ALSKAN - ESCIMO PEACOCK  mmm not feelin it at allllll..... ok another thing.. I ahve my new hero BEYONCE  what she did  for talor swift was one of the most lady like and down to earth thing that she could of done I loved it.. and apart from that... I just love beyonce jajajaj  its like my new thng...  IM GONNA PUT A PICTURE UP IN MY ROOM JUST NEXT TO MARILYN MONROE, MY BRITO'S PAINTING, nelson mandela, tina turner, frank sinatra, martin L King AND MORE ill just squeeze in Beyonce.... 

Can i just say that who was the audiovisual director or the director of the vma's?.. switching to oone camara to another  was not smooth at all and the audio was not great.. but the  i guess the  floor director was not expecting all the drama.....  soo ok enough is enough

ok gotta go and take out my dog and read CH3  writing for the media!!!! 

Bisous! and good night

thats all for now folks! 

MY SCHOOL'S CONDOM!

Ok so i haven't been writing   for a long long time!!! its not  that i've forgotten  my blog its that i have been soooooo  busy that i havent't had time to  just sit  down.. so i decided that  while I watch the VMA'S   in between  commercials  i'll just write..

so there's been a couple of things that's been bugging me .. 

so first, Now that i have class at 9 thirty am  i have to park all the way over.... well lets just say its far... so i have to walk right and well there this CONDOM  on the street like where students have to pass  by everyday.. If its still there tomorrow ill take a picture of it! and  i think its gross so  First day  of school im like well i guess the cleaning people haven't seen it  but then a week as  passed by and the  dirty grayish  condom  is  still there! so every time i see it i have this thing inside me that just  wants to take it a throw it but of course thats gross who  fucks and then  crosses the grasssssss and throws his condom right where all students walk to go to class.. and what cleaning lady doesn't see it..  I know that i'm  closer to the floor  BUT COMMON PEOPLE! ITS GREY LOOKING BROKED CONDOM and may i say  its quite big ....