Sunday, April 18, 2010

Why didnt I find this earlier in life!! Damn.... love it im glad I've found some really freakin awesome, amazing sunshines in my life!
Did you know that you were going to be here in that moment in life sitting were your sitting now.... I know that I know were I want to end but I didnt really exactly understand how to get there... I still dont know how to get there but I see at the end of my highway the moment when i get were I want to get to I 'll have a smile that will explode form the edges of my face..... and then as I usually do ..I'll think this aint enough I want to reach something else..and guess what it wont be impossible because I dont know that's what people usually say lol.... Goodbye inspiration.....

Tuesday, January 5, 2010

I want to reach people and express myself. You have to put up with the risk of being misunderstood if you are going to try to communicate. You have to put up with people projecting their own ideas, attitudes, misunderstanding of you. But it's worth being a public fool if thats all you can be in order to communicate yourself!

Monday, December 28, 2009

You know your name!

la palabra TE AMO se utiliza para todos hoy en dia...y la lealtad is barely used!!!!...... how many people do you say "te amo" to and how many people are you loyal to?......if you say i love you more than being loyal something is wrong.. or your adding is poor or you have to get your priorities straight......

going back to what made me think about this......if I invest more in you and you are willing to give the same relationship to somebody else who invests much less then I do in whats the point? whats the point to invest so much in our relationship if at the end of the day.. if i invest just a little bit i'll get the same thing out of it.... to give is not to take.. to give is to give.... or are my priorities straight?

Thursday, December 17, 2009

I guess im not that bad after all!

Quien iba pensar q iba nacer una amistad.... Quien iba pensar que se iba acabar otra.... Quien penso verme aqui en este instante.... Y aunque agradezco q mi vida sea asi como es..... Quiero que regrese el tiempo de inocencia donde todo era posible.... LLegar a ser J-lo era facil..... Las amistades eran eternas y la escuela era solo para pasar el rato... Donde mi gente y yo pensabamos que eramos invensibles y que toda la vida las flacas iban a ser flacas y las no tan flacas iban a ser gordas hahahah Those were the days!!!...... No nos preguntabamos que va ser de nuestras vidas..era mas que iba ser de este fin!!!!! que nos ibamos a poner....... nuestras mentes aun no madurban y el corazon aun no sentia tantos golpes......... Yo era una nina feliz que si fuera por mi en esa epoca hubiera llevado toda la gente que amaba to ride on my world.... I would have evitado todos sus sufrimientos and recorrido el camino por ellos para decirles que desicion no tomar o si tomar....Yo realmente pense que yo tenia la capacidad emocinal y espiritual y OUT OF THIS WORLD to do that..... Yo pense que todas y todos eran a never ending story to my life....the laughs that we laughed were a eternal ..... I still remember jokes that only one person would have understood it in that particular moment in time but then I remember well there no longer in my life...But i guess that its the memory that you cherish and you cant erase the memories even if you want to...We all know it and I can surely say that i have tried and i couldn't... So i decided to embrace them when they pop in my head..and laugh and imagine that they got a kick out of it too.. and then go on with life.......

Even though esa epoca dividido en varios Sub heads! was great...

This one has its Pro's and Con's ....The love I have for my parents today and the respect are so big that I couldnt even begin to explain..I now know that I am so lucky to have been born by them... The more I try to look for those perfect parents I use to look for in Secundaria (Colombia) Highschool ( Cancun) College (France) The more I realize that mis criterios han thats for sure and I just couldnt find any other parents that would be perfect to create the human being I am and willing to become..... I am one lucky cat as Hugh hefner says I guess I am....
Today I have learned how to bullet proof myself and know that the word forever is just a word not a reality... Few people are forever...its the memories we have the remain forever..... Some may say i've become jaded...some may say it was about time... some others may say I'll regret and others that I am not the same "kaky" but who is the same person.. no one and the ones that are bore us ...
No one will ever be completamente feliz about your desiciones and yourself.. but thats the fun part of life.. willing to risk what you know, the people you know for something unknown... Willing to become the person you have in your dreams even though everyone and even yourself at times think its probably impossible to accomplish BUT DO IT ANY WAYS!!.... I am happy for the people i've met in this life and the people im getting to know ..Im proud of all the cultures and schools i've gone to that made me see that young people think completely different even though its the same outline....
"The girl never saw the ocean because she didn't risk the shore" I'd like to think that i have left the shore in my own way.... and I have the opportunity to go back to each and every shore i've left behind once in a while..not a lot of people can, i guess.... I liked to say that the few or may i correct myself /.....Quite a few people I can call friends have been the best I could pick.... Its like a bouquet of different flowers each flower creates its balance and colors in my life.........Thank you mom and dad for being the bouquet and thank you friends for being the colors in my life!!!....

I wish you all the best this holiday!

Saturday, December 12, 2009

hell yeahhhh

Something told me it was over
When I saw you and her talkin'
Something deep down in my soul said, 'Cry, girl'
When I saw you and that girl walkin' around

Whoo, I would rather, I would rather go blind, boy
Then to see you walk away from me, child, no

Whoo, so you see, I love you so much
That I don't wanna watch you leave me, baby
Most of all, I just don't, I just don't wanna be free, no

Whoo, whoo, I was just, I was just, I was just
Sittin here thinkin', of your kiss and your warm embrace, yeah
When the reflection in the glass that I held to my lips now, baby
Revealed the tears that was on my face, yeah

Whoo and baby, baby, I'd rather, I'd rather be blind, boy
Then to see you walk away, see you walk away from me, yeah
Whoo, baby, baby, baby, I'd rather be blind...

Love this song!

I heard church bells ringing
I heard a choir
I saw my love walk down the aisle
On her finger he placed a

Oh, I saw them holding hands
She was standing there with my man
I heard them promise "Till death do us part"
Each word was a
pain in my heart

All I could do, all I could do was cry (cry, cry, cry)
All I could do was cry (cry, cry, cry)
I was losing the man that I loved
And all I could do was cry (cry, cry, cry)

Yeah and now the
wedding's over
Rice, rice has been thrown over their heads
For them life has just begun
But mine is at an end

All, all I could do, all I could do was cry (cry, cry, cry)

All I could do was cry (cry, cry, cry)
I was losing the man that I loved (cry, cry, cry)
And all I could do was cry (cry, cry, cry)

Wednesday, December 9, 2009


i laugh and i remember.... " TE REPRENDO EL NOMBRE DEL NINO JESU!!! " JAJAJAJ godddddddd so stupid........

I hope.. I wish... It will work!! RALPH LAUREN lol ........ Puerto rico!!! WILL BE AWESOME..... GETTING a great internship will happen......It will all happen cause thats just what happens... thailand will happen... all will happen.... people will get bored about knowing .......
I like emily dickinson quote!

"My friends are my estate. Forgive me then the avarice to hoard them. They tell me those who were poor early have different views of gold. I don't know how that is. God is not so wary as we, else He would give us no friends, lest we forget Him."

I like it very muchooooooooo!!


WE ALL LIVE IN A CONSPIRACY !!! im gonna yank her out of her car!!!! i'll just spit on her!! " CHANNEL YOU ARE soooooo funny BESOS!!!!!" jajajaja ain-stain lol in a world of 5 years old!!! channel's 2009 concepts! haha


Sunday, December 6, 2009

Always 4give ur enemies & those that diss u,, NOTHING annoys them as much...So guess what I do forgive you ... Now I lay at peace and I smile..I send you my smile thru the blue skies!!!.....

Saturday, December 5, 2009

**Your love is breaking the law but I needed a witness!!**

Dont let ur tears & sensitivity BLIND U! If sum 1 hurt u & dissed u, they showed u who they r! move on!....If you hate me don't use a mask that says.. “I love u my friend” ....Keep growing and loving yourself no matter who hates u for it!

Stress in life comes from makin things more important than they r ..failure comes from kaing things less important than hey are

ts really simple to be wise,, just think of something reeeally stupid to say, and then dont say it..