???????? why?????

Someone  told me that all the guys i like are 

self centered... i agree

have nothing to do with me and do not like anything i like!!!  agree

and  why do i like them?? who knows 

and i have to say 

I agree!

Believe

well every one has their own opinion on why? 

But i have no opinion ..i dont know why .. i dont know why one person i can forgive and another i cant... i dont know why  one person i love and another i hate...i dont know why i love you... i dont know why i want a house on the beach or a life in LA... i dont know why people think so much or so little of me....

i dont know .... i know what i feel right now and i know that right now it aint that good....

...i dont know why only few people can hurt me and the rest just annoy me .....

i dont know why i love somone who gives nothing to no one but i do  i love the weirdest people...

...... i love superficial people... i love slutty people... i love ghetto people... i love people with physcological  problems.... i love people that have no clue who they are really... i lvo epeople who are so afraid of even whispering .... i love people that are high.. i love passionate people.. i love funny people... i love vular people.... i love different  kind of people 

so i have no idea what are my criterias to love you or you or you....

.............who knows.... i dont believe that i dont love you i would love to believe i did....

i wish to not believe that you dont love me..  i wish to believe you hurt me... you and you and also her and also him hurt me..

but i hide it here and there and everywhere so you and you and her and him wont see it.... 

IS IT OK NOT TO BELIEVE THAT YOU ARE NOT BELIEVABLE?

Spring break

SO YEAH SPRING BREAK IS COMING SOON 2009!!

and im sooo glad my friend cynthia is willing  to go spring breaking like  these girls in this picture!!

THANKS CYN  FOR BEING SUCH A SPORT IN EVERYTHING CANT WAIT TO SEE YOU NAKED en el bull jajajajja !!! 

spring break is waiting for us... WATCH OUT CANCUN (EL FROGS) CYN SOTELO IS COMING TO GET YOU 

 JAJAJAJAJJAJAJAJAJAJAJAJJAJA 

LOVE KAKY

The Moon Being lonEly cause of me!

If a star***

fell

each time i thought about you then the 

MoOoN

WOULD TRULY REALIze  what 

.....LONELINESS........

Is really  like....

BULLSHIT

So yeah today..wasn't a good idea to wake up i guess had a crappy shitty day ja same shit different words....  so ive been thinking about all this bullshit ive been seeing or thinking... cause I found this pic and i wanted to use it and well i started thinking about all the bullshit in my life and i couldnt find anything and then when i thought i had no idea what to write..BULLSHIT started to happen....

so remember that friend that tells you...YEAH tell me what ever you want ill take it... BULLSHIT you know that there's shit you just cant talk about with that friend and then one day you get the guts to say it or you just forget you cant talk about that and guees what YOU BLURP IT OUT and guess what!! it was bullshit she/ he wouldt get mad cause you and him/her knew that would happen.... people dont change they just have more patience or hide it alot better....

another bullshit...... WHEN  the  guy you love says I LOVE YOU and than doesn't call and says yeah you know we cant be 2gether cause of this or this ..BULLSHIT guys when they  really wanna be with you  i assure you that they will be !!! and its bullshit that we choose to believe them...like  a friend of min said.... ITS LIKE THE mistress thats been the guys mistress for 25 years and she still hopes he'll leave his wife !  WHY SHOULD HE?  he has the best of both worlds just because he took you to see his nephew or took you on a trip and said he loves you more then his wife ..doesn't mean shit apart from  BULLSHIT!

so yeah i could think about alot more of bullshit situations  but i wouldnt want to piss myself off more so lets leave it at that :D

.... Bullshit....

Please Don'T Break Me

so, i think the picture says it all  dont break me please..that all i can ask for from you right now...cause all the rest is in my head.....

So yeah dont break me..

why dont you love me, hug me, kiss me, be with me, want me, eat with me, watch movies with me.... Yeah lets make it all about me....

...and than i woke up...

so yeah... please don't break me...

I GOT ROBADA JA

So yeah  i got robbed  jajajajaj  oh god like someone in my face told me im gonna rob you !!! 

 first time in my life someone tells me ... FOR ME TO PAY YOU   you ve gotta ask me when can i pay you and if i want to... jajajaj 

seria tan chido if you  could tell the bank  HEY  BANK  IM NOT GONNA PAY YOU  ILL DO IT WHEN I HAVE  JAJAJAJ OR EVEN BETTER WHEN I WANT TO ... so yeah  i got robbed  and well i guess it was good cause you know each person has a price and i guess hers was 200 bucks...

what would mine be I HOPE LIKE BILLIONS OF DOLLARS.... 

what would your price be?

but as a good friend of mine said ... at least it was only 200 bucks and not your soul or something you really love.. and i guess yeah ...

 but is it bad that i want my 200 bucks back  ajjajaja even if i won much more knowing the person she is jajajaja i still want my $$ jajajajajaj

every day  it makes me valorar mas mis amigas I MISS YOU GUYS SOO MUCH!!!! 

LOVE YOUR FRIEND!! KAKY

perdon... sorry APologize

WHY DO WE HAVE TO APOLOGIZE for feeling?

we are people human beings that what they call us.. so why do i have to hide my suffering or apologize for loving too little or too much or not at all...

Shit man its like  i have a friend...

asks me if she has to appologize for telling a girl about what she felt about a random situation im like HEll to the no mija!! ja you do not have to applogize cause you FEEL

I have another  friend that goes hey kaky do i have to apologize cause i told my boyfriend that iloved him do you think its too soon.. TOO SOON MY ASS if  the guy goes out with you or decided to  go steady well its cause  he liked something about you and well.. if you do lov ehim well tell him why do you have to apologize...

then another friend tells me hey kaky dont you think your blog is to explicit what would you do.. and im like I DO NOT HAVE TO APOLOGIZE for feeling the way  i feel.... 

another friend goes hey kaky do i have to apologize cause i dont love my boyfriend that much... NO YOU DO NOT its not his or your fault...  maybe  the fermons aren't working!!!  you dont know!!

My com teacher told me that HUMAN BEINGS ARE ATTRACTED TO PEOPLE WHO HAVE OPPOSITE DNA's !!!! so i think im on the right track jajajajaj !!!!!!totally opposite  yeah yeah im getting this shit down!

The only thing you do have to be on the same page is  on your core values!! los valores tienen q ser parecidos cause that no one will change .... whats honest for you aint honest for somebody else .. no hay verdad absoluta so get your valores on the same page.. AND IF MY COM TEACHER IS RIGHT WE WILL ALL be ok  with our significan other (como dicen los gringos jajajaj que eso de el significant  other  jajaja la mamada)

interesting

STEWARDESSES:

 is the longest word typed with only the left hand.......

MY SPEECH TEACHER SAID THIS....

BE YOUR SELF AND STOP TRYING TO CHANGE OTHER PEOPLE.... SOMETHING I SHOULD DO!

QUESTIONS ID LIKE ANSWERS

If you were any karokee song.. what song would you be?

.... me : I will survive!! 

or..  Ordinary people - John legend 

phrases I like

IF YOU STOP TAKING CHANCES 

YOU STAY RIGHT THERE...

U2

MATH TEACHER

SO  HERE IS MY  MATH TACHER OF THIS SEMESTER .....

ok this guy is a trip his name is MR DE LA CRUZ he is like the happiest person in the world and I laugh soo much  in his class  that  i pee my pants  a little ja 

So here are some phrases de la cruz says... just to make clear hes cuban.. so he has the cuban accent! ... 

1st day of class....

MY FRRIENDS MATEMATIC IS LIKE COMBING YOUR HAIR MY FRIENDS ... ARE YOU  NERVOUS WHEN YOU COMB YOUR HAIR ??? NO  ... WHY?? BECAUSE YOU DO IT EVERYDAY MY FRIENDS SO YOU NOT NERBUS SO MY FRIENDS MATEMATIC HAS TO PRACTIS EBRAY DAY SO IT IS LIKE COMBING HAIR..YOU NOT NERVOUS ANYMORE MY FRIENDS.....

in english: I am going to explain  today

De la Cruz: I am explaining you 

English:  I do not like giving bad grades

De La Cruz: Pain in my chest, my friends, when i put bad grade (while touching his chest)

English: Items

De la Cruz: Eatems

English: I want to get stronger

De La Cruz: I want to improve my muusels

English: let me think before doing a math equation

De la cruz: .. and you think, Let me to consider, my friends

English:  the higher/ bigger number

De La cruz: The wupper number 

English: when something is not easy for you, usually you do not get the right answer

De la cruz: not easy for us, no  don't get well

English:  for example, if I tell you to ....

De la cruz: if I am telling you for example

english:  you have to grasp what i'm explaining and then practice it several times

De la cruz:  Gresp latir then repeat yourself

english:  i will make students pass to the board to do exercises randomly even if they do not want they will have to go to the board.

De la cruz: pass student to board without autorization

So this is my math teacher and he is the nicest person  but I haven't stopped laughing all semester... oh  and he combs his hair in class.... jajajajaa 

BUTS.. ASS.. derrier.. culo..culote

So yeah i was in the middle of english class talking about this story called Glass Menagerie!! 

And so I was about to bend down to get a book or something and i felt like my crack was gonna show and I HATE WHEN THAT HAPPENS  cause like  when i see others people's crack I THINK its soooo gross!!! so  i started thinking about cracks....

WHY  when we see the crack.. when i say crack im referring to the nacimiento de la raya del culo  like you can only see the begning of the crack of the ass.... so back to my question..

WHY DOES IT SEEM GROSS WHEN WE SEE SOMEONE'S CRACK  AND NOT WHEN WE SEE ALL THE ASS LIKE A  WHOLE ENTIRE BUT ? 

WHY  CAN WE SEE ALL OF THE BUT BUT ITS GROSS TO SEE JUST HALF OF IT ?

 

then i kept on thinking why when we see a surfer  with his trunks on the beach and he bends over and we can see a little bit of his crack we say LIKE OHH MY GOD HES SO HOT AND LOOK AT HIS ASS.... now if we saw this same surfer dude in your math class with normal cloth and we saw  a little bit of his crack I CAN ASURE YOU that we would say fuck whats up with the guy that is always showing off his but in class its gross to see his crack every day common doesn't he wear boxers....

Now if you see a hairy  but like this girl that was in class in one of the schools i use to go ( if i say what school yu'll automatically know who im talking about.. well mire would know cause i think shes the only person who reads my blog jajaja) so yeah this girl she had a hairy but and like i guess it was really hairy if she did like the permanent laser hair remover or some shit .. so yeah if you see a hairy butt well yeah I guess thats gross.. 

BUT WHY  IF WE SEE HALF A BUTT ITS GROSS AND IF WE SEE ALL OF THE BUTT ITS SEXY OR CUTE ? SHOULD IT NOT BE THE CONTRARY!!???

Lucky

Some one told me your lucky cause i love you soo much....

and  I think  im unlucky cause i dont want to realize you dont love me as much.... 

mmmm & tzzzz!

So yeah..

 some guy i love an admire, cause  he's everything im not..

 lets call him Him ja

Told me something....

 well i went on a date right so he tells me...

 "dont stress, dont think too much and y no te claves" how can i translate no te claves...

 its like dont dig into the guy that much as he would say "let it flow" ...

so yeah he said that to me and i asked my self the question...

IS it possible to THINK TOO MUCH? 

how is that possible like human beings aren't we suppose to think....

 i guess over analyzing that what he meant i guess I over analyze everything... 

will it hurt?

..is it true what he's saying..?

 do i see this guy like being material to spend my time with?

...people that know me will say HELL NO you  do not think that cause if you did..what about all the loosers you  love jajaj..

 well to those people i can only say they aren't losers... there experience

 and some of them were not losers.... 

so yeah back to my thinking so well i guess i really don't think the shit i have to think about and the stuff i  should let it flow i think too much about...

 so well i guess me not thinking about him would  be something i should let flow 

but haven't you  had those people you cant stop thinking about and you analyze the way they act and think and just cant stop cause you find them the most amazing and different creature you've met... well with him tis just that....

Then  well stress...yeah im a stressfull person, i have to control it soo much.. im a person that looks like one of those people that goes with the flow but no i really dont go with the flow... i wanna be the flow i don't wanna follow the flow... so thats why im gonna go to meditation class see if that helps... cause i stress so much sometimes i cant relax.....  and when i do ohh god it feels good...some thimes i wish that i could relax and be myself with him  but well he produces absolutley the contrary ... aren't you suppose to want to be with the person that makes you relax and you can be yourself with?  well yeah, but in my case i wanna be with the person i cant... but i want to be with him cause i know i could be the person i am and maybe when i really am and i find out he really doesnt want the person I  am maybe ill be bored pretending to be what im not... you know you can only control yourself for so much....

But yeah i love him, anything i do i always carry him around... anything he does makes me proud...one day a friend asked me HEY KAKY would you  me ashamed of taking him out in front of other people? and I just said NO I AM NOT ASHAMED OF HIM AND NO I WOULDN'T BE EMBARRASSED  and thats when i realized hummmm if this aint going any where well i better get out of this mess, if im not ashamed so this shit must really be real... and then i said why should i get out of this... you can always love someone and want his happiness and understand that you are not his happiness and you go and find your own happiness without  wishing for his unhappiness....

Dream

...... So I just realized that im two years from my dream...current dream... I found an internship  in E entertainment television they only accept me in my senior year so in two years... but like I found it so easy  i just asked for it and voila  and I found the information..it reminds me of the thing i have hanging in my room " ASK AND IT WILL BE GIVEN SEEK AND YOU WILL FIND" well i asked and i seeked and it was found..... ( I am never putting that shit down from my  wall).

So yeah back to my dream well i  used to watch E and tell my friends yeah when im famous ill be on that show " kaky's E true hollywood story" LIKE ohh my god  and well everyone took it as a joke but it was my dream.. a dream  that i saw very far.. I first thought that id be discovered in a club and become Jlo before than getting an intership... well i havent got it yet but thats what im aiming for and I got the information i just  have to click send!!!! and before that  be a senior... I really dont care if i work there for about a year getting coffee and stapling papers... I just want to know how it works and eventually work there for a bit.... so how does it feel to be so close from your dream? well I watched AmericaN Idol the other day and well there was this girl that went crazy and started crying and said  " ohh my  god its horrible to be so close  to your dream and have someone have the last decision over your dream" WELL i thought ohh god what a drama queen not taking into count that I am also one...so right now!!! I am sooo that girl from American Idol!! oh yes I am .... its like ohh my god i just hae to send the papers thats it!!!!! My dad thought it was a joke I had to actually send him the letter they sent me!! for him to believe me and he said " i never thought you were going to do it" he didnt say it in those words cause hes sarcastic but basically him sayng before me sending him the email "KEEP ON DRRRREAMING BABY" and then after the email  he said " you say im famous karrrine" (all this with his frrench accent)...

So yeah  i guess all this going to france coming here going alittle bit all over and studying has paid off...and I AM SOOO GLAD!!!!!! ....... 

parts of songs I like

You need me less Than I need you.. bUT I SAID YOU AND ME WE DONT HAVE HONESTY  THE THINGS WE DONT WANT TO SPEAK 

HAPPINESS

So i found this song i really  like... CAUSE well its exactly what im feeling now!

Happiness 

Happiness is just outside my window

would it crash blowing 80  mils an hour? or is happiness a little more like knocking on your door and you just let it in?

Happiness feels a lot like sorrow let it be you cant make it come or go but you are gone not for good but for now  feels a lot like  gone for good...

Happiness was never mine to hold.... happiness is like the old mand told me look for it and you'll never find it all but let it go and live your life and leave it .. Then one day  wake up and shell be home HOME home Home....

V day

SO TODAY  RIGHT ITS VALENTINES and well sending all my love to all those people i love!!!! 

valentines well its this marketing shit for people to buy stuff and girls get fatter and MAKE YOU REMEMBER YOU DONT HAVE A BOYFRIEND.... its really weird cause well  when i was in high school i use to dress up in red and go to mireya's house with all of my girlfriends and SING MY ASS off with her karokee machine  and of course all the songs where about me not being with him and me being a survivor!!!  yeah damn good one drunk singing about  him jajaja what type of survivor is that... its like what else are you suppose to do, you a have to wake up and continue with  your life.... its not like  hes gonna know your drunk and singing because of him and if he did kno  i dont think that would ayudar la situacion jajaj creo que it would maKE it worse.... so yeah that was me in college i miss those days when i was with the girls getting drunk.....

Then in rome i lived a there for a year and on valentine's day THE GUY BROKE UP WITH ME.. so i got really  drunk with my  brother claus and my hoomie jaja( just felt like saying hommie jaja) LEO EL CACHACO JAJA  and we got sooo drunk i drank like so many pink shit with strawberries i remember.... so yeah  valentine's sucked that year.. what i dont remember is if in the back of my mind he was still in the picture i guess he was cause i called him the day after to tell him  my devastating story.. who knows...!!!!! 

than  in france you know i really didnt feel  valentine's there its like love doesnt get to them that day of the month jajaja valentine's aint that wow over there jajaja  and well i guess i celebrated valentine's with my wonderfull friend ale!! she was my valentines in our shit whole of a dorm!!!  

and now here in the stated i really didnt care for valentine's  but here in USA like every one talks about it.... there's this girl in my communication class... and WELL  FUCK!!  SHE  like this  you know preppy  girl that say like after each word... SO  SHE SAY SOO LIKE KAKY  LIKE WAHT ARE YOU GONNA DO FOR VALENTINES .. and me well ummm i dont know i dont think much.....  OHH MY GOD THATS SOO SAD TO BE LIKE ALONE N VALENTINE'S JAJAJAJ and everyone was aking me soo are you gonna see you BF im like umm  dont have one jajaja  so after a while  i started like feeling  like a looser jajajaj and i dont consider myself to be one ( all the time) jajajajaj 

so yeah   here in the US  you really do  feel the valentine's spirit jajaj

so  if i had the perfect valentines what would it be???

i guess it would be with him (the love of my life who it should be ) ... having un asado en la casa de alguien  like with  lots of alcohol  and have my best friendss there... claus and his girlfried victor and his girlfriend and  all las sluts and las pocas de colombia and las pocas de europa and that would be great shit!!  !! and talk and  music  that would be a great valentines and then at night go home and chill with my hubby..that would be great!!!!! 

so yeah 

HAPPY  V DAY TO ALL

i LOVE PINK!

I LOVE PINK IT DESCRIBES ME AS A PERSON!!

I WISH I WANT I WISH !!

I wished i had some great way to describe how i feel and what i feel but i dont.

i wish i didnt love so many people  and I wish  i was as loyal as i could be and that the world wouldnt be cruel.. i wish  for my father's happiness and i wish for his intelligence ... I wish i would not hurrt when people hurt me and i wish for one day i wouldn't feel the notion of wanting not to think of you and by not wanting to think of you  i think even more.... i wish my friends whom are not anymore would have not wasted my time and theirs... i wish to forget them and say hello to them while walking down the beach and think " i use to know her/him... dont know them any more but i wish them well... i remember how it hurt and not anymore" 

I wish i would not think that what im thinking is up to what i want to accomplish iin life..... 

You know how  people in new year  gobble up 12 grapes and ask for shit.. the only thing i ask for every day.. every day is my new year.. I WANT  to be a better person i want to wake up calm .. i want to work for E entertainment i want to know famous people i want to  have a hotel infront the beach i want   four kids with a stable life and the money to be stable.. i want all  my friends at my wedding i want my friends to understand how much i love them.. i want my dad to walk me down the aisle.... i want to learn chinese.. i want to adopt a asian- black girl asian with an afro ... i want to adopt a dog and buy another one....i want to get a higher GPA.... I want to see all the movies in the world and read all the good books in the world... i want my cousins (cosmen amada jenny edgar  caro and luchy) to be there at my wedding.....  i want all of that.... and be a buddhist and be calm i want to  accomplishing all that is this ok? is this possible? is it possible 

my frog

I WILL KISS YOU AS MANY TIMES AS IT TAKES  FOR YOU TO CHANGE FROM FROG  INTO MY PRINCE CHARMING 

THIS IS 4 YOU... ay mi bien que no haria yo por ti!

so here it goes...

You FoRgIVe mE fOR lIkING yOU toooooo Much

aND iLL fORgiVE yOU FoR noT lIkiNG mE ENoUGh

YOU FORGIVE ME FOR MISSING YOU SO,

AND ILL FORGIVE YOU FOR BEING SO COLD

you forgive me for the loud raving heart,

and ill forgive you  for not hearing it.

you forgive me for playing your games,

and i'll forgive you  for toying with my emotions

You forgive me for  finding you sooo attractive ,

and ill forgive you for not noticing

you forgive me for raising you up so high

and ill forgive you for  bringing me down so low.

you forgive me for wanting to be with you,

and ill forgive you for avoiding me ..

you forgive me for being so pathetic 

and ill forgive you for taking advantage of it...

you  forgive me for not being able to let go 

and ill forgive you for never having latched on..

You forgive me for having hopes and dreams,

and ill forgive you for crushing them

forgiveness brings inner piece 

DO WE HAVE A DEAL?

   

no way josay!

so exited to see this anatomy for one whole day 24 hrs of my 23 years of exsistence.. and me im like jumping up and down for this day... how can you happiness be a product of  one day..  I can not keep on living from day to day... can I wrap around my imagination on this one day.. using and analyzing the HOW he looked and me WHAT we did together or him by himself  HOW he kissed me or HOW he wanted to kiss me THE IF'S  I lived there DOES he love... I know I could wrap myself around these questions for 20 years more.. I could live happy if life would give 24 hours each month to see his anatomy... BUT this is sad and not healthy nor very smart ja but I COULD DO IT  i know i could have a love affair by myself only looking at him once a month... cause well you see him right than you think about how it was and each detail for about a week in a half then you get depressed cause he's not next to you and then you analize each situation and then you don't even know it the month passed and ITS TIME TO SEE HIM AGAIN RIGHT ALL OVER AGAIN....so as I said very very sad.... 

Is it wrong that we give codes to boys name so that they don't know were talking about them(FB)

 SOO Ohh MY GOD IVE  don that soo many times roque, mfrs, pendejo, cochon pibil etc. ohh god sooo many names ajajjaj 

 

More thoughts!

SO what is SADDER????

LOVING THE PERSON YOU KNOW THAT DOESN'T LOVE YOU

or

NOT LOVING THE PERSON THAT LOVES YOU?

Pensamientos thoughts !!

..... ive been sitting next to you  for years and  one day you open up and then shut dowon on me again... i still have this feeling of missing you and YOUR JUST RIGHT NEXT TO  me and then I look at  you and think OOPS this can not be the  guy ive been thinking about all these nights and guess what!!!! it is  all your anatomy is right infront of me and this is exactly what I think I want....

SO THIS IS FOR MY FRIEND JOHANNA ...

join me for a girls night this valentine's day to celebrate our independence before we drunk text our exes  and quickly sob  ourselves to sleep.....

.....DRUNK WORDS ARE SOBER THOUGHTS!....

so ive been  thinking whats worse hating myself because i know i have to hate him or just knowing i dont hate him..... or even worse knowing that im gonna drive 4 hours to see him and hes gonna be an idiot so is it stupid to  think that hell surprise me and be prince charming or is it stupid me driving 4 hours to confirm my theory ????.....

.....so  well like i had these friends right that i loved and well  now i have been asking myself why did i love them so much ??? so  now ive decided to just not say anything and not percieve the people i percieved highly now accept ill percieve them a little lower now and then eventually  just knowing well she's ok... is that sad? or is this just what growing  up is about?...

I SAW THIS STICKER THAT SAID.... yes, I am blindly white but that was considered  beautiful 200 years ago!!!! and i laughed it reminded me of ale cavazos .. ive always thought she was marie antoinette in her other life but the only picture i dont like in my head is the french chopping off my friends head..that is like totally not cool ....

 

happiest the poorest

THEY SAY THAT THE HAPPIEST PEOPLE IN LIFE ARE THE POOREST  BECAUSE THEY HAVE NOTHING TO LOOSE AND ON THE OTHER HAND THE RICHEST PEOPLE IN  THE WORLD HAVE ALOT TO LOOSE......

PLACE I WILL VISIT BEFORE DYING

Dharamsala: this is the place that india gave tibet exiles the opportunity to live after China destroyed tibet and today it is where the DALI LAMA  still lives after 40 years.. it is right next to the HImalayas 

Mandala

MANDALA is a temple done with colored sand while praying and meditating.. it is somethin astonishing and when finished one would think that they would put it in a museum or something but no!!!! they pour all the sand into the river THIS REPRESENTS THAT ALL THINGS ARE TEMPORAL ON THIS EARTH  AN ATTACHEMENT TO THEM WILL CREATE A FEELING OF LOST AND SORROW!!!

place i need to visit before dying

NUBRA VALLEY - INDIA

As dalai lama says: MY INSPIRATION IS EACH PERSON I MEET

People

So yesturday in class I found out that a person  to feel and be healthy  needs about 4 hugs per week!!!!  LATELY  i HAVENT  had any hugs!!! (im feeling sick already) so I guess i feel like giving virtual hugs.... HOW CAN  one person a sum of muscle, fat, bones  etc be so important in someones life... I have  no siblings so i guess my friends are my siblings and well I DONT IMAGINE my  life without them some of them that are not my friends anymore jajaj I wish I had not met but thats a totally different story.. so I decided  to divide my friends  by sectors ...lets start from Miami this is were I live so well i guess I have rochy: serious she is my concious ja Yaro: responsible and different loyal my friend!!!!Rebeca: Years of friendship trying to get rid of her just not possible jajaja I love her dearly Emely: We have the most cool conversations ever like random shitVERY good friend! LOVE YA!!!! DEARLY!! AS OUR MATH TEACHER WOULD SAY YOUARE BARY ABARY USE FULLLL

Colombia  Boly colombiana: love her soo much words cant explain.. she understands me and sometimes i try to understand her prude way of life jajajaj tratando de sacarla de su cascaron jaja Grethel: love the way she loves life and she is UNIQUE  Mis primas: son mi sangre las amo y aunque me pelee con amadita jajaj especialmente la amo con eso de q las dos andamos de viudas ja jennifer la seriedad andante pero yo no creo q sea tan seria como dice ser!! come callao y cosmen el ya sabe lo q pienso de el ja los amo ANA MARIA : mi espanola wanna be  me hace reir con sus cosas ja tqm  CATHERINE: PRIMA TE AMO  Y TE EXTRANO  NADA  TE IMPRESIONA y de todo te ries te amo CRISTY: AYYYYYY CRISTY TU RISA Y TUS GRITOS TU TODO ERES UNA BOLA DE ENERGIA Q ADORO  lucy:  TU ERES  la q  nos controala a mi y a cristy jajajaja voz de conciencia y fiel hasta la mort mija jajajaj 

Mexico 

CYN: OPINADOR danado entonces MAMY  usted q opina jajajaj !!!! la amo! Sofia: DIFFERENT JAJAJ  so different jajaj  Karla: la amo!!! con todo la amo   MANE: seriedad andante quien iba pensar q la persona que salia y se la pasaba de fiesa en feista  iba ser tan seria  jajaj  Tanuk: MANO DERECHa en todo !!! good amiga  te amo amiga!!! BOND FER BOND: la amo sus aplausos son la neta jajaj  MIREYA: su sarcasmo y carisma es encantador cuando se rie tanto y se le salen las lagrimas me  hace reir y sus huevos de ir en contra de todo por una buena causa o por su propia vida lo aplaudo!!! ALISON: su voz dulce y su forma de ver la vida y su sinceridad y descomplique q a mi me falta lo amo  SARITA:  es una mama en cuerpo de chica jajaj SE BURLA D EMIS AMORIOS JAJAJAJAJ   y sabe de coches y todo lo sabe tu preguntale como llegar al aluna Y ELLA LO GOOGLEA TODO LO SABE very impresive.  BOLY: osea boly te adorooooooo te queiro todo  hechar el chisme contigo   no mames  solo pensar en ti me da risa porq se q si salgo contigo ahuevo me  voy a reir jajajaj  KARLA MONTEREY: mamalon wey !!!!! nuestras peleas en burger king casi te tiro la hamburguesa  nonono  nuestras platicas de horas  OUR LOVE PASADES DE PICHON JAJAJAJ  i love you karlita ! 

Ale monterey: MI BLANCAAAAAAAAA ERES MI  BEST ROOMY EVER!!! ERES MI ALMA GEMELA TE AMO  Y TE EXTRANO !!!  entre nuestras clase s de salsa stripper  MI VALE JA

ALE merida: enanaaaaaaaaaaaa mi unica amiga yuka I LOVE YOU POR SIEMPRE ESTAR AHY PARA MI!!!!!!!!!! GIS:  TE AMO  AMIGA CON HUEVOS.. que se q algun dia todos sus esfuerzos valdran para una eternidad!!! victor: my  bffffffffff   i lub you willy!!!!!!!!!!!!! for ever FERNANDO: well he's the most honest person i know honestly  cruel.. i love him he's my friends.. bad good or different...

Ruso : i love you aunque sea  para que te burles d emis zapatos eh !! EDUARD: my brother!!! que no mames fiel conmigo hasta  la muerte y se burla de mi cabron !!!! y m celebra todo y  me regania !!! yo lo amo es mi pequeno gran amigo ! ja

Aramis: noble muy noble tqm tu y yo sabemos el resto...

France italy 

Leo: MI CACHACO HERMOSO Q SIEMPRE me dice piensalo bn enana!!!!! osea wow quien te iba decir q esa nina q no se sabia ubicar en roma iba ser la q te ponia PICANTE A TU VIDA JAJAJ 

CLAUS: my brother my soul that all i have to say about that! 

mAXIME: my channel outspoken fashionista complicated lovable friend

Virge: te adoro amiga!!!!! with all my heart !!! 

ANGELA: OSEA NI CREAS QUE ME VOY A OLVIDAR COMO CHINGADOS ME LLEVASTE A OTRO PAIS !! DE ALEMANIA A HOLANDA PASADES DE PICHON EH JAJAJAJAJ 

andrea: JIRAAAAAAAA TE QUIERO EH MI AMIGA BELANOVESCA!!!!!!!!!!  tus comidas y tus insultos en frances  jajajaj  osea tu salvaste a ale y a mi de demostrar  q las mexicanas no eran  pendejas ahuevo !!!!  BUENA STUDIANTE Y LA MADRE JA 

Giovana: mi amgia q  me ayudo en mi desicion  mas cabrona de mi vida (irme de francia)  i love you Gi

valentine!!!!! amiga mia!!! all we did together here en los miamis jajaj and in cancun and ever where ohh god  if the walls would speak JESUS jajaj te quiero francesita pendeja! jajajaj 

SO  NOW I DIVIDED EACH PERSON and i feel that with all of these people  i am a person that just gave a hug to each one of them  VIRTUAL HUG does that count!? I cant believe that i love soo many  muscles soo many brains and so many bones!!!! all these add up to people i adore without counting toda mi familia! thats a lot of hearts to love!!!  

AND  all i can say to them is

GRACIAS THANK  MERCI 

Vagina!

So today at skul I was talking about vagina's with my turkish friend and my E to the M and well I was explaining that VAGINA's DO NOT HAVE A TONGUE  so whyyyyy do we have to talk for them????.... so If the person that created us  or when we grew  from monkeys to humans, vagina's did not suddenly grow a tongue...THEN  WHYYYY  do we have to tell people how many men we have F-U-c-k-e-D ????? like   why????  we all ask these questions..... LIKE, SO DO I KNOW ANY OF THE GIRLS YOU'VE  BEEN WITH  thats a nice way of saying do i know any of the girls you've fucked.... WHY DO  GIRLS ASK THESE QUESTIONS WE DONT  REALLY WANNA KNOW AND IF WE DO its only to   haunt our poor little minds.....  to compare us with the girl they slept with..... and  well  lets face it ITS NOT LIKE YOU  HAVENT SLEPT with any one before him... and if you haven't like my friend pek well HALELUYA!!! there ain't that many girls out there  like you.... sooo  back to what I was saying... We all agree that the guy you are with KISSES LIKE WOW and makes you reach the stars when he's in bed with you  moving his thing (MOTION OF THE OCEAN)  and we all agree that for hIm to acomplish this  he had to have experience before you and THANKS TO THAT EXPERIENCE HE IS NOw  your personal SEX GODDESS ... so why dont we just say thank you to all the girls he's been with OF COURSE WITHOUT knowing who they are because if you do know who they are we wont be able to say thanks ( I KNOW I WOULD NOT BE ABLE TO) .... anD AFTER saying thank you the only thing left and the only that is important is:

 LETS  BE sure that we are the last one to touch that body of his...... that all that matters

WE ARE TODAY BECAUSE OF WHAT WE LIVED YESTURDAY ..... 

SoRRY

Well today i speaking to a friend her name is E to M and well   she told me to write a blog so here I am  writing... So as I told her First to all my readers that will be like 2  people lol sorry  for my Grammar and my spanglish and all the other nonsense ill be writing on this blog.

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