pensamientos

My lips are sealed... I told them.... Remember my friend I told her .... dont tell your problems to anyone that 80% of people are happy you have them 15% dont care and 5% are the people you love...... She told me that he looks at porn... I say better jacking off at porn then really cheating.... He says hes gonna die I say that if he does my entire soul will have a hard time living so he better not die... She says shes hurt because what was done I said dont worry better people and times will come.... I go to the airport and ask myself why are these people flying, they all have these look on their faces !! of knowing or not knowing why there going or why there leaving or maybe running away from something or maybe just because they got a cheap ticket.... Me im going to my home town where I feel at home even if its just to sit on my front porch seeing the cars pass........

He broke up and hes going crazy....I like the way when your cold and get into the sun  after your feet start feeling warm... i love the text in the morning saying LUNCH ?"  just for me to say yes!!!! I like the end of the day when I get to the class and your there to cheer me up!.... I love every sunday our lesbian movie date.... I like when were both quiet in your house or my house but there nothing to say but no akward silence... I love that day my friend we were at the pool of my house just the two of us and we spoke about love that wanst love that ended up being love....... I love the miracle i saw how can a beautiful baby come out of my friend that moment in time I really saw a miracle beautiful peaceful human being.... I love the messages they both left me.....Sad the way it all ended... Happy the way its all coming up all of sudden im there in a spotlight  all types of colors..... I see diploma.. I went to the Tv production lab OHH MY god  I felt like a fat kid in a candy store  my heart pounded cant wait for next semester to record..... tic toc tic toc goes the clock tic tok tic tok goes time showing me times and times again  you cant control destiny ....Im grateful for acomplishing the steps to go where I must go.... Im grateful for your words ask everyday to the God you believe in show me my enemies that are visible to the eye and also the one that arent visible....Im grateful for the words "Be the change you want of the world" even though  my cherie its not easy the satisfaction is enormous.... I feel grateful for ricardo  who shows me how to Nam myo ho rengkyo  infront of people even if they  think im crazy... still in the process where working on it.... I am grateful for all the moments god bad and different and the ones that I am still waiting for I welcome them to... to my colorful life ... I welcome you,  we will not have a dull moment I promise....