Sunday, May 31, 2009
pipi's del mundo
So do we fuck after the month of dating or second ...and if we wait... they stop calling because QUE HUEVA and if they dont the'll go steady then fuck you and then tell you gotta go..and leave you...So im trying to find and answer for my friend and well I guess the whole thing about following your heart and instincts ...she aint buying it cause well I guess me following my gut feeling hasnt helped me that much..so i cant use my self as an example" OH YEAH WELL SEE HOW GREAT THE FOLLOWING MY HEART WENT FOR ME ummm NO " but I keep on doing it.... so I have to find an answer..ive been asking these human beings with penises that walk around this planet... WHEN HOW WHERE WHY ....and guess what they all ahve different answers... so I guess ni ellos se ponen de acuerdo..... SO PENISES OF THE WORLD!!!! I QUESTION YOU TO QUESTION YOURSELF AND COME WITH AN ANSWER WHEN IS IT OK FOR YOUR hairy elephant with googelly eyes come and swim in the pond...( hope for it not to be a hairy pond)
Sometimes you've gotta be an ass or a hole!
I went to 3 worlds in one night.... How can 3 types of worlds have 3 types of perceptions of the same person... I concluded that you can be a really nice person with one world, half of an ass with another and a whole lot of an ass hole with the 3rd one
and STILL BE THE SAME PERSON.... So I silenced..and I did believe everything said about the person and I believed it because I do imagine that he is all that was said about him good bad different.... because a complete person has to be all the parts of an ass, maybe today he'll be a but cheek and tomorrow only the hole and after tomorrow the whole entire ASS HOLE with the BUT CHEEKS... and for the second time in my life I had no opinion..... at all..... I smiled a whole lot.... because sometimes you just have nothing to say....cause I guess people have a different perception of me depending where I let the light hit me for them to see....
Friday, May 22, 2009
Betsey Johnson
I had breakfest with Btsey Jhonson yesturday...What a nice interesting lady... She has a face that smiles even if she is not smiling..... Even though she was suppose to be mourning....
I could not take pictures of her becuase "KARINE THE POLICY OF THE HOTEL DOES NOT PERMIT THIS SO DO NOT DARE TO ASK HER, said my father" So I took a picture of the chair where she was sitted and the view we where all embracing at that moment....
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
When will I stop caring...? who knows....
But I will.... i have to... I am happy but that issue the tears just dont dry up.... I promise myself never again ..... As pretty women said BIG MISTAKE BIG MISTAKE!
But I will.... i have to... I am happy but that issue the tears just dont dry up.... I promise myself never again ..... As pretty women said BIG MISTAKE BIG MISTAKE!
There are truth that will never been proven true...as what was done.....Im looking for something that I have never seen before........
Monday, May 18, 2009
I wasnt alone she too felt the same thing that I did ...... I cant say I was happy for her to feel the same thing that I did ... But its sometimes pleasant to know that your not alone in a feeling not so pleasant to the heart ...... then you shared the quote ....... "its hard when your stabbing me in the back with the same blade we made 2gether".... i guess it is.... but I repeat one day my friend you'll forget you knew who she was ...and as the days pass it will hurt less and less and then it just fades away just as how there memory of what you had lived together was jaded by wanting attention.... never give her the pleasure of them knowing your bitter of what was done.... To hate someone else is like drinking a poison and expect the other person to die ......And I keep on doing that jajaj do as I say not as I do jaja pero amiga little by little im learning and you will as well.... Try something else Remember the people that you still have and still love you... Forget the passed it is done and la unica condolencia q tienes es q BUENO O MALO IT WONT REPEAT ITSELF Jajajajj so think about that....
Then another one sent me a msg ... You too felt the same... selfishness, try this give as much as you get.... Try it and if it works tell me jajaj maybe ill try it too.... people have been feeling what I felt or may I say feel.... good to know that Im not alone in this ! .....
The Left side of my eye always aches! always the left side....always the heart...always el Duodeno ja
P.S
gis and em
Winston Wolfe
His nose seems much bigger in person
He knows how to talk french and wears very round glasses....Hummm very nice man, he is he!
Friday, May 15, 2009
*****
Good friends we have......Good friends we've lost
......Along the way.
In this great future, you cant forget your past;
So dry your tears, I say
......Along the way.
In this great future, you cant forget your past;
So dry your tears, I say
PS: A very good friend told me that this was my song! and well I guess umm yes !
Gracias Astro
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I never know what language to talk to people
Helloo ? nonoo french only
Bonjour? nononoo dutch only
nononon patua only
nononono Palestine... nononono india ! sooo many cultures in one little place of the world
and my only question is where do they put all the garbage? ......
Monday, May 11, 2009
To get to one place to another....
I've been through so much paper work the past few days!!!!
Whats your name? why do you want to do this ? bla bla bla
you still need paper work wether its HARPO company or E entertainment or exchange student to Australia..... all is based on paper work! Paper work for my internship at AQUA..... but I guess its like a step until you pass the wall and VOILA got to the point that was wanted to be accomplished ....
So here I come paper work! Ill get it all done and then Let destiny choose if its HARPO or E ... LA or Chicago ....Melbourne or Sydney!......I'll be running away from love until i'll barge into it....
So exited So many changes...moving...AQUA.....Tv production....Advertising.... PR campaign.... writing for the media.... mass media..... Australia.... HARPO/E...... and all the other surprises life has for you and you don't even know!..... So paper work I guess your the easiest part in all the process....
Sunday, May 10, 2009
c'mon
Come on bartender!!!!!
Come on bartender
Won't you be more tender
Give me two shots of whiskey
And a beer chaser
Love will be the death of me
I ate all your peanuts
Now I'm barely standing
Just call me a taxi
And prepare me for landing
Ooh, you have got to kick me back out
Into the cold and nasty weather
And maybe if i sober up
I will stop pretending that love is forever
Just call me a taxi
And prepare me for landing
Ooh, you have got to kick me back out
Into the cold and nasty weather
And maybe if i sober up
I will stop pretending that love is forever
Thursday, May 7, 2009
Goodbye, farewell....
I have ONE BILLION REASON to not love you and I have ONE BILLION REASON to forget you .... but my heart is not convinced of any.... Its so private what I feel right now that I will not explain... the way my heart popped I will not explain..The way I stopped for 2 seconds to breath I will not explain.... The way I have decided today that you will not be part of my present or future.... If I preach strength and knowledge, I will not be a walking contradiction.... I have been strong played each move..... But today I am playing the biggest move of all ...Im throwing away the damn board... I wish you the best in what ever you do not do.. I wish you the best in all your childish ways... I wish you the best in your cowardness to break away from your little small life...I wish you the best in the waste of your intelligence... I wish you the best in you never betting up on anything... I wish you the best in you mediocre life because accepting all this I accept that I once wanted to live that life with you..... So I wish you the best in a dream that once was mine... But after the news I heard I know that your life does not fit in mine... Where does your town fit in me living in LA.. where does My plane to australia fit in your ADO.. where does your pride as a man fit in following a women... Where does your mind fit in mine, no where... Where can I fit caring for you and forgetting me.... I have found my new love, it is called MY FUTURE... She is enormous, loving, hard at times, She needs to be worked at, every day. I have to sacrifice and she takes time but she is there, I see her, she promises to be there always as long as I cherish her and I'll be damned if I take her for granted......
So as I said earlier I wish you well in all you do, thank you for being a chapter in my life but I just got to close it... You will always be remembered this I promise you.
Wednesday, May 6, 2009
FREE SPEECH
THE RIGHT TO FREE SPEECH IS NOT SOMETHING IM ABOUT TO TAKE FOR GRANTED!..... But sometimes it comes with its consequences..We are suppose to be politically correct... Something I use to be very good at and now I just cant help myself... aren't we suppose to get better at stuff.... I just call it getting rid of the bullshit but then WHY AM I STUDYING PR AND BROAD CASTING? I guess that's when I have to let my acting skills arise....
Any ways as this says.. I might disapprove of what you say but I will defend to the death your right to say it....
As when you describe me in words that I do not agree... in my head I can say " the person you just describe is not me... and then just then I understood.. we are all in trial.. some point or another we will all be in trial for something... And it is your moment then and there to say... the person you are describing is not me.... I have a big life therefore I will receive big lessons and be a part of many big trials"
and this is something I will walk with all my life.....
Tuesday, May 5, 2009
Run Kaky RuN
Today I saw the pictures that hurt me so much. Hurt: I dont like to use this word because hurting means you care and to care it means you once loved .. but I have found out that when im hurt I produce the most and I learn the most... So thank you, to all of you...thank you
I thought that it was going to be forever.. Forever : HA I must laugh.. because forever the blood flows in your body, till pronounced dead...
I imagine what has been said and what has been imagined about me.. I also imagine that you have all completely forgotten about how I use to be for you and with you.
So I decided to Run a marathon to help people with leukemia... people that really need help not like the people I would help before.
I had never ran 200 mt in my life and now I was about to run 5KM ... so im stretching my little tiny legs feeling that these muscles haven't been used for along time but I keep on stretching....
Kwamain and Mike hand me over this energy drink because im afraid of drinking the energy pill...dont wanna pee myself de la emocion!
So yeah may I say that I had to bring a purse because where was I going to put the camera to take pictures of this amazing day! jajaja me running ... Yeah now I as k myself what was I thinking. Im glad that a police could take my purse ...
.so There was about 20 thousand and something Real runners!!!... So I put o my number 19129 and get into my position!!! that I had no idea where the fuck was it but I was playing it cool jajaj and this guy tells me ..Hey you have very muscular legs you run alot? and im like mmmm no not at all!!! jajaja
so yeah all I think about is all the people I want to save from dying that is why im doing this.... SO ON YOUR MARKS GET SET KAKY AND FUCKING GO!! ok when I say go you better go you have people at the back that really do run and Im a fucking midget so I ran ! i have no idea how I did it but I ran 5 km in 48 MIN AND 50 SECONDS!! that energy drink was the cause of it ....... I think ...FYI: I was sweating.. and when you run you have people giving water out.. I had a bit of it and it taste like shit never drink that water..Im glad i didnt.....
I had a great time helping these people give money for the cure of Leukemia .... Can I just say that when will someone find a cure for heart ache!
I gave them my heart and my intentions where all for the best.. I would defend them through good or bad I was, would have always been there.... Now I can only say that I am numbed out by dolor.... People always warned me ... i NEVER LISTEN never do listen. I follow my heart soul and gut feeling.. I should have listened....
today my wish would be to have never ever met them... I have learned by this but I would have preferred being ignorant in this subject..... but Im not.. so what to do with it? Ill be cynical about every feeling ....every act will be an act of symbolism...and I will analyze what is trying to be portrayed....
Thank you I say to have pushed me into this direction due to the fact that where my life is going I will need it.. I know it.. I was and still not strong enough to get where I want to go but I am working on it and you all where part of the process..... So thank you!
Monday, May 4, 2009
Sunday, May 3, 2009
007
I cant believe it started out with a none alcoholic person....
and a "you'll change" quote...
"Dont go topless" quote and a boob in the water of Mexico ... with another friend that starts with an M
I cant believe that Diego Luna ruined it all!!!
and then with Xanic it went to a total fall jjajaj
I cant believe how many ' wakaras' 'crudas'...Laughs...Cries... it took for all this greatness to be created!
I cant believe the clapping "ive gotta plan" and the acosos jajajaj it took to create all this history...
I cant believe cherokee was sold... and we got old!
I cant believe we fought..... I cant believe we thought that LA TARIMA WAS OURS!
Timbiriche, alejandra guzman, paulina, PORQ FUERTE NO SOYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!
I cant believe we've changed and still, still...
I cant believe that we thought that with all the alcohol we bought we would not want another shot...
I cant believe all these years have past...
i can not believe that I stopped being misrable, that france is over....
I cant believe that even you and me are so far apart and we still need that talk..... that opinion .... that smile.... that stupid comment.... planear LAS MISSIONES ( te falto aplaudir jaja por skype) .....
I cannot believe that we have not grown in spirit but only in age and knowledge....
I cant believe that your still bond and im still kaky... in the same sentence......
I can not believe that you are a character in my novel of life!!!!
I continue to appreciate each sentence you help me create in this story .....
Love your friend
K
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